Nur Razinah@Seri Bulan. prefer to be call as Jeenah :-) Abdul Wa'ie Izzat, captured my heart since August 2009 ♥ :-)
thanks for reading this blog and passing by, appreciate lots! :-D
Yasterday, i didn't texting with waie, not even on facebook. I felt so fucked up. I miss him, like seriously missing him already. I update him everything. What i do, where i go and stuff. Well, that's my routine for everyday. I was out of credit, so i borrowed my sister's phone. I tried to missed call his phone, but ended up by the girl saying "cannot be reach" -.- i don't know if he's out of credit or got something to do with his phone. I stay calm til night...But then, i just can't stand the feeling of missing him. I sounds like over-reacting, but thats the fact :-( i played with my niece, since she asked me to accompany her. I played kids thing. Saloon, doctor, shopping and restaurant. I do that because of i wanted to make my mind not to explode, i'm trying to hush the negathinking though. I tried to laugh, chill and relax. But still ended up....Thinking of him. What he do..Have he eat his dinner..Where he was. And so on! I'm going crazy with it, because i don't have any of the answers of my own questions. @!&%*?! :-( then, i watched detective conan and feels sleepy. So i went to bed and sleep. I even texted him about it, and i even waited him on facebook. But sadly, nothing. No sign at all. I feels like c word, but yes what for? Omg, I'm too sensitive these days, i admitted that. :-( I got up when twas 2am, which is 2 hours ago. I tried again to texted him. And told him that i'll wait on facebook. But til a hour i waited, no sign again. So i update this, letting all out. I miss him so much, feels like a year haven't contact each other..Baru 1 day pulangni ah :-( :-P over eh, kan? HAHAHA! Okay, i better close my eyes again and dream of you, yes anje? Salam! x
